childhood, consciousness, courage, hope, identity

Digits

No trace remains of that day
of clay and crayons
of chalk and chewing gum,
of sweaty palms
and swollen self-consciousness

No trace except for two dry
red prints set on
stark white parchment,
silently declaring an intention
to witness,
and better still, to be
witnessed

Stashed away beneath bobbins
and musty magazines,
ten delicate digits bided
lonely decades,
patient and hopeful for
a truth that as yet may
never rise

The gift of innocent identity
presses gently against
our stale and cowardly
habit,
muffled testimony with utter
disregard for self-incrimination

Fear not to see and speak, then,
those generous words, if only
plain to the quiet ferns nearby,
so that we finally know
their genius all too well:
"I have always known"

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